Somedays I don’t understand how I am so unlovable.
Then there’s other days when I realise it’s because I do everything with my whole heart involved, and some people find that annoying.
Today I learnt that the value of how much you love someone is equivalent to how often you want to fuck them. I also learnt it is quite easy for someone to abandon a two and a half year friendship purely because the other person doesn’t want to suck their dick.
So with that knowledge, you can go blow a goat and fuck right off.
I am so exhausted and I want to sleep but I have to get Mr. Radicool from Viper at some point if he remembers and wah. My body is going slowly insane. Oh sweet Jesus of Mary. I’m getting maccas for sure.
People wonder how I can tolerate particular males in my life (past and present) who can be such giant assholes and I’ve come to a conclusion. It’s because no one has ever frustrated me more in my life then the way my brother does.
Holy fucking shit he makes me want to kiss a brick wall with my forehead.
You’ve been on hold for 25 minutes, let’s answer the phone, get you to re-say all your details again then we will put you back on hold for another 15 minutes and counting.
I don’t like people the way I use to like people. And by people, I mean boys. Everyone who shows interest lately just revolts me and I have no real reason why. I just want to watch movies or smoke cigarettes or have unattached sex. I don’t want to deal with feelings or that guilt of not liking someone back but not being completely honest with them either. I don’t make a lot of sense.